its time to bring out my birth day wish list

when u are turning 22 some time it feels ridiculous to bring out this list, especially if it contains one or two things that never seem to change. and no one ever bothers to give me. and this time my birthday falls in to the very dreaded time of the academic calendar of our college. my clinical attachment. oh screw that I still plan to not be dead tired on my birthday and hopefully i will be excused from deadly cases.

any ways heres the list, it might differ from the original list i came up with earlier

1- An original mattel barbie doll, preferably a vintage one (http://collectdolls.about.com/library/price/blgalp71.htm)

2- a Cat perferably a kitten

3- an SLR or and SLR like camera

4- Sonic boom alarm clock with a bed vibrator

5- a model of zephyr mark I aka zephyr six ( black please)

6- fattaru thingy for my waist.


when u add 1+2+3+4+5+6 = 21 so that is what i ve want when im done with my 21 years on earth


:P my brithday is 6th of may by the way

Waiting for death...

The time is ticking away
I'm expiring day by day
Yet, deaths not quiet ready for me
I wait for him to knock on my door,
Patiently and quietly him I'm waiting for.
Still he isn't here
and now everyday I fear
and his job, I'll do.
When I'm dead and done, I hope he doesn't sue

kindness of the strangers thank you!

I dont know who you guys are but I really want to thank you guys for helping me today. when I couldn't breath and asked for help the last thing i expected was any one to touch me let alone carry me out side and make me calm down, the Chinese girls who carried me out and the two police women the male and female janitors, I really am grateful for all that you did for me. thank you
I was a stranger and you guys helping me ensuring I stayed calm and didnt lose consciousness all the while rubbing my feet and hands making sure I was warm till the medics came. thank you you loads. the kindness of you strangers, you guys wont be ever forgotten ever... thank you

packya and mr yoga my two lecturers who came to pick me up when they called you guys and the other person from college , thank you for taking me to the hospital.
aesha and nasy thanks for coming, and waiting while the doctor, checked on me. Thank you loads!