I dont know if the read a thon or the other stuff will work, but having a music show in the name of awareness is just another lame excuse for a music show... it would have been so much better to have had something that would focus more towards all of us than the Youth only... yes youth can make a difference but i know for a fact alot of people who go there arent gonna be listening to anything anyone says about disability but rather they are going because" wow look its a free music show and another place to start a trouble at and take my girlfriend to!" this might sound as if im being rather conservative but from a shit load of experiences with many many elderly people and after seeing alot of failed attempts to make people aware of things using music shows ive noticed it doesnt work.
all over the world there are people who worship and idolize celebrities, artists and famous people hence they listen to them. Isnt that the reason why they have awareness shows because people listen to them... i wonder how many people go to the Maldivian Awareness shows and listen to anything the artist says... All most people care about is there is a show and that is it.
At the moment people would eagerly listen to people who are politically active rather than an artist ... hence it would be far much more better that the president or the former president would go up on the stage and sing to make people more aware of the things they need to be, i wish the ministers or random people would go up on a stage of a place start singing id really pay alot of money to see that... Anything but a music show with ...


sigh... if you want a music show have one but stop making excuses to have one!

by the way " Please" make it possible for the disabled to live a better life by donating atleast 1 rufiyaa. they are no different than you , they can live a normal life with a little help from you!

1- learn to drive a car
2- watch a person die
3- go bald
4- swim from villingili to male' or male' to villingili
5- go on a vacation with no excess baggage

to be continued

hehe after along time i m going to blog again and about SECRETS!! i have some anonymous secret!!!

1- the big titted busty computer was infected with a worm hence the brown eyed boy couldn't connect his hardware, the screen kept flashing STI Warning!

2- When she broke up with her Loony toonly insane yet adorable cartoon, the little cartoon became a human and currently is on the wanted list by the female hawks, good for u loony!

3- When he left her wife in boring male' and went on a shopping spree is south east asia, he found the bed warmers came with tits and holes and gave massages for a price! and he was lucky to catch one with a hymen intact!

4- yesterday her life ended when she realized the snake in her bed that disturbed her through out childhood will taunt her for life because it is what she has always suspected it was! ( the case is currently in court awaiting trial)

5- she sits quietly hiding behind a mask that shield her beautiful rainbow self from the world of lightning and rain pretending she enjoys them both though she reallys wants to ride down the rainbow

when u are turning 22 some time it feels ridiculous to bring out this list, especially if it contains one or two things that never seem to change. and no one ever bothers to give me. and this time my birthday falls in to the very dreaded time of the academic calendar of our college. my clinical attachment. oh screw that I still plan to not be dead tired on my birthday and hopefully i will be excused from deadly cases.

any ways heres the list, it might differ from the original list i came up with earlier

1- An original mattel barbie doll, preferably a vintage one (http://collectdolls.about.com/library/price/blgalp71.htm)

2- a Cat perferably a kitten

3- an SLR or and SLR like camera

4- Sonic boom alarm clock with a bed vibrator

5- a model of zephyr mark I aka zephyr six ( black please)

6- fattaru thingy for my waist.


when u add 1+2+3+4+5+6 = 21 so that is what i ve want when im done with my 21 years on earth


:P my brithday is 6th of may by the way

I dont know who you guys are but I really want to thank you guys for helping me today. when I couldn't breath and asked for help the last thing i expected was any one to touch me let alone carry me out side and make me calm down, the Chinese girls who carried me out and the two police women the male and female janitors, I really am grateful for all that you did for me. thank you
I was a stranger and you guys helping me ensuring I stayed calm and didnt lose consciousness all the while rubbing my feet and hands making sure I was warm till the medics came. thank you you loads. the kindness of you strangers, you guys wont be ever forgotten ever... thank you

packya and mr yoga my two lecturers who came to pick me up when they called you guys and the other person from college , thank you for taking me to the hospital.
aesha and nasy thanks for coming, and waiting while the doctor, checked on me. Thank you loads!

A friend of mine and I were discussing about marriage since she was getting married to her boyfriend of nine years. We were planning her wedding, she out of the blue asked me, what is your dream wedding, and anything with no restrictions what would you have? It was pretty easy so I answered immediately that it’d be NO WEDDING! She gave me a slap on the hand and asked “seriously” and asked me to think hard and tell her what I really wanted because apparently it’s important to have a dinner wear a fluffy costume.

So for a minute or two I thought and I told her, if I am to have a wedding I want to wear a jeans and t shirts. I want it to be something that I can have fun at not be stressed that my makeup is going to be messed or my dress isn’t fluffy. I want wear a plain white t shirt and jeans. And the guy standing next to me can wear whatever he feels comfortable in. I don’t want to have a back drop where people will come and stand and take pictures of us like as if we are some sort of celebrity wax figures. I don’t want to be the statue who has to smile all the time like it’s something painted on my face.

I want to be able to move about, from place to place. I want it to be in a place where there are sofas, tables ( more like a coffee shop appearance design) I want it to be something like I’m meeting a bunch of friends for a cup of tea or coffee kind of things. I DON’T WANT to have a bunch of flowers in my hand that I need to carry about or a skirt to drag around. I just want to have fun.

She looked at me as if I was some sort of an idiot and told me, you are nuts and exclaimed what about the photos??? What about the pictures, you take pictures don’t you want to remember the moments. It was my turn to look at her as if she is this ridiculous being and I asked her, remember the time we go out and have some fun with our cameras??? I want it to be a bring your own camera kind of things, and if I need to hire a photographer to do our wedding portraits I should make a fund to fly in “Aaron Nace” from North Carolina and who is like the best digital artist/photographer I’ve seen and someone who is inspires me every day. And No I don’t want indoor portrait kind of thing.

That is my dream wedding you asked me what I wanted and it’s what I want and I don’t want it any other way. But there’s a difference between wanting and having. Weddings are suppose to be about the bride and groom, so if they want to have fun I don’t think they should be sitting in one place all the time.

She thought of a moment and started chatting about her dress which included a train and a fluffy skirt, just like a princess regretting ever asking me how I wanted my wedding to be.