Suicide note!!!

Some where deep in that pit
I've lost my faith, lost the hope
One blunder was all it took
and all those days I thought I could cope
but instead;
I realized;
To live this life
I'm not fit.

~2004~


*I do not really know whether this is a suicide note or not ?

life in dead reef

Moorish Idol ( Maldivian name : Dhidha Negi)
Triggerfish ( Maldivian name : Rondu)

I may hate my self in the morning

Ain't it just like one of us to pick up the phone
And call after a couple of drinks
And say "How've you been"
And wonderin' that maybe you've been thinkin' about me
And somewhere in the conversation
An old familiar invitation always arrives
And I may hate myself in the morning
But I'm gonna love you tonight

Everyone's known someone that they just can't help but want
And even though they just can't make it work out
Well the ones who linger on
So once again we wind up in each other's arms
Pretending that it's right
And I may hate myself in the morning
But I'm gonna love you tonight

I know it's wrong,
But it ain't easy moving on
So why can't two friends remember the good times once again?

Tomorrow when I wake up
I'll be feeling a little guilty, a little sad
Thinkin' how it used to be before everything went bad
I guess that's what it is
And late night calls like this that we try to find
And I may hate myself in the morning
But I'm gonna love you tonight

And I may hate myself in the morning
But I'm gonna love you tonight.



....:l dedicated to lost memories of naduha 2005- 2008

WHY college Frustrates me!

Studying is somthing you have to do on your own i ve always agreed. BUT questions comes directly from the notes we are given... most of the time I dont mind as lazy asses mind of mine likes not working on it ... but look at this pictures above... they were the slids i were given... quite interesting because the only word i know is "sinaran" which I think means radiation... forget it im not going to pass last semester exams.

I MISS IT

I miss the days when I didnt know where I was heading, I miss the life where NO one bothered me at all... Wonder if the evil lurks still within. The best part was when I got to act like a real blondie and not worry about the consequence.
There is a world i still see rushing by, and I try not think of all the fun my old friends are having and all the crazy madness they are getting dragged in to.
Right now where I stand is ok but I still would love to have the wave hot air on my face with crowds and waving bodies squeeze my breath out, I would love to not think about the responsibilities of raising a son setting limits and worrying about the future,
I would love to be carefree Again
and have some wild fun!!!

The new cat called Fluffy